Hello There, I write this just to
show how i’am in 3 last week without your text, your smile, your existence ,your
accost , and your voice when you talk to me. Remember when we walking together,
you holding my hands and say something, You act like you being me, you loving me, and never losing me. But, I know i’ts not always happend, I
know that And i relized about that. I know if i’am just a girls who try to find
special place in your heart, but actually i’am not special and i realize about
that :’)
I know if something happend in your life, i know if your so sad now. If you know, even
though i act like i don’t care doesn’t mean i’m not worried about you, every
time i stalk in your account socmed and try to know more about you from
your friend, how are you? Fine or not. Where are you? Asked them you enter
class or not? I shy to call you, i shy
to ask you, about your condition and i’am
scarred it’s disturb you. But, do you remember when i text you from fb? I asked you there, and you
respond my text I’am so glad, jump from my bed to show how glad i’am. After
that, you rep my text shortly, and just give me simple responses and it’s make
me so sad, i try to keep and not replay again.
I act like that because, i think
i’ve been disturb you , i’ve been make you uncomfortable with me, i know that
and relize about that. So, i try to didn’t call you anymore. How pity i’am, how sad i’am and how broke me
caused that. I don’t know what i have to do, i faulth, i’am stupid, i kill my
self with this feeling. You know? I miss you, every time when i see you i just
look on your face and hidden my self. I’am
not brave to meet you, i’am scared if i’ll disturb you a.
You know? Every girl have true
feeling and it’s that i feels now. I feels losing, i feels something wrong, i
feels you, who left me alone, and when it happend i remember when we talking,
we walking and you holding . I said to my self “ Let him go, let it go, who are
you? You just a girl to try find a special place in his heart but actually your
not special and you have to relize about that”
that’s words always haunted me and try to tell if i have to realize
and let him go, cause i’am nothing :):’)
Hey there, i feel it until 3 weeks, i feel that you left me alone, and i feel
that i miss u more :’)
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